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 Implikasi dari medan energi diri yang berubah, katakanlah berekspansi, adalah ia menjadi magnet untuk hal-hal yang berbeda dari sebelumnya. 

Coba kurunutkan apa yang kudapatkan di 2019:

- pekerjaan meliput acara ke Jogja. Aku senang sekali bisa kembali mengunjungi Candi Ratu Boko sendirian. I did more than I get paid, selain menulis aku dua kali memoderatori diskusi tanpa dibayar. Jadi bisa dibilang, bayarannya so-so lah tapi ke Jogja gratis. 

- kesempatan berkarya dan menampilkannya di Galeri Art 1

- menari di Galeri Art 1

- subbing kelas berkali-kali, bisa dibilang 2 bulan full aku yang megang Contemporary Teen dan Kids. Hasil tangible nya lumayan, intangible nya menakjubkan. 

Dan setelah ekspansi medan energi, di 2020:

- membuat koreografi untuk teaser acara 20 Tahun Stasiun TV SCTV.  

- Lulus S2 Filsafat dengan presentasi yang baik.

- Berhasil kabur sampai ke pedalaman Klaten, tepatnya di kaki gunung Merapi. 

- Pekerjaan ngajar nari dari Feel Good Space. Tangible nya lebih besar dari ngajar-ngajar lainnya yang pernah kualami. 

- Pengalaman subbing kelas zoom, yang nari sekitar 15 orang dan mereka sangat bagus, bukan beginner. Ini juga kuar biasa tangible intangible nya. 

Jadi itu nyata, dan tidak acak menurutku. Bagaimana ekspansi internal diri kemudian mengekspansi atau meluaskan realita eksternal. 

Tapi perlu kuulangi lagi, proses stretch out medan energi itu rasanya sakit, mengagetkan, heart-wrenching. 


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