Forever Aozora

Woke up at 3 in the morning with a headache, too much crying last night. Woke up at 3, just to greet a happy bday for u. Finally message u, u said, "Who the fuck is this?" I said "It's me, so u have erased my number?" U said, "Not juz urs. I deleted all" I replied, "Whatever. Happy BdaY..." U didn't reply anymore. I was sitting on my bed, tried to smile Coz I cried too much last night. I tried...but I can't smile. Laying on my bed again, tried to sleep again. I closed my eyes.... But tears dropping to my cheek Arrived school at 6:50 Walked into the class, feeling so empty The first one I saw was you, U looked happy hurting me...

I MISS U ALL THE WAY Somehow I still feel I'm left By a lovely friend I knew But who knows if it's the best Maybe God wants to send me a better somebody new But sometimes my tears still melt 'Cause I'm missing someone like you I create this poem for my friend whose birthday is August 18 It's all over and I felt like a winner... at least, I told u the truth. I thought I will really leave u after that. I felt so happy for a couple of days... but then... eveytime I see u I see all the good times we had. Aku benci temen2 cowokmu dan aku juga benci kamu. Tapi aku pengen punya temen kayak kamu yang dulu, yang nggak bencong dan ngajak aku pulang bareng, yang percaya sama aku dan nganggep aku secret case-nya, yang terus-terusan nyuruhin aku diet, yang dateng ke aku hanya untuk bercanda, yang nunjukkin kalo sebenernya dia peduli waktu aku sedih, dan yang hanya tersenyum manis walaupun aku sedang berbuat bodoh. Aku benci kamu. Tapi setiap aku ketemu kamu, aku inge...

Huiii..... Subileeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! Malanx wa samui desu ne? Td aku sama Mama dateng ke seminar tentang kelulusan di skul. Asgata.... bentar lagi lulus SMA (hen nan guo a...pisah sama temen2). However... These highschool moments are some of the best moments in my life. Btw itu fotoku dan bon-bon cie... Akhir-akhir ini dia menggilai drama-drama korea.... Jadi kupingku sampe apal kalo dia bilang "Anaoseo...", "Anio..." n "Byanghe". Sedangkan dia juga apal banget kalo aku ngomong "SuBiLeeee.....!!!!!" Well, itu bahasa Sri Lanka artinya "Dingiiiiiinnnn" tapi aku juga sering ngomong "Subile" walaupun nggak dingin. Btw di deket rumah ada perpus baru namanya "Safari". Tapi tuh perpus elek pol, gak niat, dan banyak nyamuknya. Aku n bondi dah tau kalo tuh warnet jelek tapi nyoba2 minjem...hehehe.... Aku pinjem Hot Chord, bondi pinjem Majalah Gadis (Hih! I don't really like this magazine..isine gambar tok!) Aku agak bose...