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a coin

I love dancing. Dancing always make me feel beautiful. It is something I enjoy to the core. Writing, otherwise, it is something I do, something I always do and that's something I know the most. It's enjoyable but hard, for it takes the right concentration to start and much of the time it hurts. Writing plays your mind like a swinging rope makes a little girl constantly jump in the middle. Writing is a way to express -- which you have no other choice than being honest with yourself, facing your ugliest wound in the mirror. Dance is like a healer, while words is the bend of my nature. I do it because it's my nature. Writing fiction is no safer. Creating a character takes its toll on you. How long will you finish your story? That's the amount of time your character will hold on to your back. While writing sometimes I race, I want it to end soon. But that makes your work shallow and you certainly don't want it that way, so you keep on cutting your skin, slowly, maturi...

menulis 2013

halo Forever Aozora Factory Outlet, sudah lama aku nggak coret-coret di sini. kenapa begini kenapa begitu? akhir-akhir ini aku mulai kembali membiasakan diri dengan pena dan kertas, itulah sebabnya. lagipula, aku jadi bisu, tidak ada yang ingin kusampaikan pada teman-teman pembaca blog ga penting ini (blog, jangan sakit hati, blog, plis! I don't mean it!), karena hal-hal yang kuterima jauh lebih penting dan aku jadi s peechless . aku tidak lagi memikirkan ke mana jalanku, aku mau jadi apa. tapi aku merenungkan mau jadi orang seperti apakah aku. aku tidak lagi menggali siapa diriku, tapi setiap hari aku bentuk dia. 25 tahun, setengah-nya setengah abad umurku, wakakakaka!