Forever Aozora

hai blog, ini udah jam dua pagi ajja... berarti sudah hari senin. Alhamdulillah laporan stase udah sampe Bab V alias udah kelar tinggal minta nilai ke PT.Citra Sinema. Eh blog I haven't told you kan ya,  I GET FREE KYLIE MINOGUE CONCERT TICKET It's from Nindi. For your information, there are so many mosquitos right now. They want me to go to my room and sleep. Kylie Minogue concert will be today at 8 PM. Okay, I have to sleep.

It's saturday! It's my favorite day, because I'll have dance practice @ Radio Dalam with Ms.Inu But before that, I will work first at Pingu. I'll have a great energetic day! 

Bismillah. pagi ini mau menyelesaikan skrip Jerujiwa. Walaupun obat ketinggalan di rumah dan lagu di 26, seperti biasa, tidak menyenangkan, tapi aku akan membuktikan aku seorang penulis yang tetap bisa masuk ke dunia imajinasinya sekalipun kau memutar Gen FM di sebelahku. Yes. Akulah penulis skenario yang hebat. Mulai.

cape-cape ke cikini, untuk burn DVD siNYAMUK buat technical meeting, ternyata DVD kosong yg aku beli di Lotte Mart, Ratu Plasa, nggak berfungsi dengan baik. Ngga bisa kebuka di Mac Wirid. Yaasudahlah... Masih ada hari esok. Yang harus diselesaikan hari ini: DRAFT 5 Jerujiwa, besok lanjutin laporan stase. Optimis aja. Ngga ada yang susah.

After a long thought, I found out I like to teach teens and adults more than little kids. With that kiddos, I like to play.with. I don't have what it takes to be a pre-school teacher. I choose to drive my stamina to my writings better than to cope with kids. When I was only a teacher assistant, I didn't feel like working. Just playing and get money from it. Now I'm back as teacher assistant, but trained to be teacher. I don't think I have the heart and stamina. Tomorrow The Principal will come to my house to see me, to show she cares. Isn't it sweet?

So sorry Joanna Candra... I rarely answer your phone calls or text you. I care about you but right now my head is about to explode with this graduation drama, my dear friend... May mother nature takes good care of your heart, ya, Nana... i love you. So sorry can't be a good friend right now    halo lagi ngapain

I believe I actually can finish a 20minutes script in a night. It's like dancing, you can't stop in the middle. Whatever happens when you're doing, you have to finish it. And you don't give space too much because you don't want to run out of the beat. I can finish JERUJIWA script in a night. I need braveness. If you can't fight, work with the ghosts.

contoh remaja yang patut dijadikan inspirasi: Wednesday, June 01, 2005 Break Away... I'm juz back from JoGja...jadi panitia wisata rohani anak-anak kelas 1. YaCh... biasa aja. Merasa jadi korban penipuan nih!! Katanya panitia gak bayar, ehh..teerakhir2 malah suruh bayar 100rb karena Romo nggak ngijinin panitia ngeluarin sponsor. Nyebelin bgt sih! Bilang donk dari awal!! Btw...aku dapet rosario gratis...waktu dikasih Frater pertamanya aku tolak, karena aku muslim jadi kan ntar gak kepake'. Trus Frater Sonny bilang..."buat sahabat-sahabatmu yang katolik.." O iya bener juga, aku langsung kepikiran LuKa. Nah besok ini kan masuk skul, ketemu dia...mau ngasih gimana ya? takut dia mikir macem2. (aku takut ditolak) Soalnya pas brangkat ke JogJa aku isenk sms dia, tanya dia lagi dimana..ahh...tau ah... aku bukan cewek penakut yang terus menyesal di belakang karena nggak berani mencoba melakukan sesuatu yang diinginkan. aku akan co...

ini diambil dari blog ku yang purba. dia lebih gila dari aku, si Kei jaman baheula itu. Ini tulisannya: Hari ini biasa2 aja. Bangun paginya jam stngh 1 siank. Wakakakak!! Soalnya kemaren tidurnya jam stngh 3 pagi n pake olahraga jam 11 malem (soalnya ngerasa bersalah telah makan malam selama 2 hari berturut-turut). Trus nonton TV....biasa, Si Doel di RCTI dan kalo yg di RCTI dah abis, ganti nonton yg di Indosiar, Si Doel 6. Ceritanya Mandra diusir dari rumah mak-nya, Rodiyeh. Abis si Mandra kurang ajar sih, sok-sok mau ngusir mak nya karena merasa tuh rumah jatah warisannya, trus ceritanya Nunung dateng lagi ke Jkt ke rumahnya mas Karyo...Mandra seneng betul tuh, sampe bilang "cintaku yg lama bersemi kembali" tapi ternyata cowok yg dibawa Nunung ikut ke Jkt bukan sodara melainkan calon suaminya...hauhahahah...si Mandra langsung jongkok n duduk di lantai. Aduuh...pokoknya hari ini nothing special deh!!!! Huuuuua......aku kangen Wannes! Mana sih monkey satu itu?!?!

I JUST FOUND A MORE-ANCIENT BLOG OF MINE AND FOUND OUT THAT I WAS BORN COOL.  BAHKAN SAAT SMA AKU SANGAT KEREN. GILA. AHAHAHA GEMBIRA. http://lostvenus-aozora.blogspot.com

If only I can make enough money just by working as a bookshop keeper or a short story writer, I would do. Because I think I already found something that makes me fly high... it's dancing. I don't want to exhaust my body just to earn money. I want to give these arms and legs  as a gift to beautiful pieces of dance. Thank you Allah for putting us together this 2011. Me and Dance.

"Suatu saat ibu saya di Papua pernah berkata, jika kamu ingin berjalan, jangan takut dengan orang Barat. Karena sinar matahari kita duluan yang merasakan, setelah itu baru orang Barat. Matahari kan terbit dari timur, dalam apapun kita selangkah lebih maju. Mengapa kita tertinggal saat ini?"  Jecko Siompo

huaaaaaaaaaiiii bloooog apa ngga mau breakdance gua, baru bangun jam delapan pagi! Ik kan mau a-se-se pengantar karya hari ini. Habis itu mau nonton Jecko Dance.. lho kirain nama 'jeko' itu merk donat.. wah ik jadi pengen Dunkin Donuts. Mendingan ik bikin kopi dulu biar konsen, dan bertahan ngerjain pengantar karya walaupun playlist nya upbeat bikin pengen begajulan... ayo, mengerjakan ...MULAI!

 

"I'm about to lose my mind, You've been gone for so long  I'm running out of time I need a..." Today that song keeps playing in my head. So after General Meeting at PrankGo, went home. Felt better. No feverish. Although it was unpleasant in PrankGo. I faked laughs a lot. I should stop it. I shouldn't give a damn if I look so alien because I don't think the jokes are funny. I made some changes to my Bump choreo. I'm so excited about it. Sweeating. Showered once again, off to Cikini. Stopped at 26 cafe, listened to Daru and Nique's fusses about materialistic guys. There I showed them my choreo and Nique was pretty excited. I told her I want a community.

ohmigod... bahaya. bahaya. mulai sekarang tampaknya untuk bercerita padamuuh, sahabatkuuh, ik harus menggunakan nama-nama samaran karena ternyata miiisss-miiisss di PrankGo (samaran.com) itu semuanya, maksud ik hampir semuanya.. adalah BLOGGER. Miss Dorayaki, Miss Officer, bahkan si Unindra juga punya blog. Great. I like people who like to write.

day 9. I still have fever. Started feeling like I don't wanna work, I don't wanna interract with people (oh! really??) This is 7:50 AM. In an hour I'll be at Pingu's having General Meeting. I should shower by now.   Ayo semangaaaattt!! Bersyukurlah anda punya pekerjaan, Keisha. Berjuta pengangguran mengonggok di seluruh pelosok nusantara (mulai lebay..) ayo kamu harus bekerja dengan baik! Lulus kuliah! Yes! Hidup ini indah! Hiphop dance (ngga nyambung) 

  I just finished watching this movie. When I bought the DVD, I didn't know it was French movie. The title in the cover is Look At Me and I, as usually, never intere s ted to see the director's name. I just bought it because I like the picture.  From the picture, I sensed that this movie was not going to amaze me with its cinematography or its montage but it's going to show off some skill of naration. It was going to amaze me with stand-out characterizations. And just like usually, I was always right. Hahaha I'm not a witty review writer but I pick movies by its cover images at first. And you know what... blog, it made me speechless just from the first sequence. From the first sequence, regardless that the language is French, I know this is very un-Hollywood. It drives me scattered. I didn't really know which one was the main plot. I'll let you know, I watched it 1,5 times. I cut my first time watching because NAOKI YOSHIHIKO and her AUNTY disturbed me and I ...

dear blog, Today's theme in Pingu (which still celebrates International Children Day) is Japan. The costume theme is cartoon/anime. I wear the black jacket from Pingu's staff (without any piece of clothes inside the jacket hahaha) and mini preppy skirt, broken white. I wore it like 5 years ago di acara Inagurasi Peserta Olimpiade 73 when I joined a choir group. And theen... of course, I wore legging. The skirt is too mini. black legging. OMG I looked so keewl TOO FREAKIN' BAD I don't have camera. I also spontaneously cut my front hair and now I have kiddo's bangs I looked so damn cuute. Even though I felt a bit weak when I woke up this morning, and Dad said I better skip my dance class due to my health, BUT. I felt okay and I had the strength to you know.. being so active in Pingu's helping this and that. In Pingu there was Keana my favorite little girl. Once again Pingu's fucker for not transferring the pictures to Ms.Dian's computer. We made Takoyaki...

serokokan abis itu sholat maghrib. blog, I'm sick again. Feverish and dizzzzzy. By the way there are some small stories haven't told you. On Thursday, my high school friend Ardina came to Pingu. Her boyfriend was making his graduation project there, shooting the class. Dina took some pictures of us with her ipod. So cool, blog.. I want an ipod too :-D   Too bad that day I was really sick so we didn't go out after I work. As you see I wasn't wearing Pingu uniform, I wore a piece of chinese style clothes.. It was bloody red, so cool. Mom said it would look better if I am thinner.   Picture above is me listening and learning to sing Katyusha song (a Russian song) and I-don't-like-the-song. Pokoknya that day just felt not good I just wanted to rest in my bed and never wakes up anymore :-D And then, when I walked home, near a small kiosk, there were two people - a couple - wearing high school uniforms. They were arguing. No, what I saw is, many times, the boy ne...

After it's all over (work hours), Ms.Selvi talked to me in Blue Room. Once again she asked about my schedule this month because she wants me to teach. I said "Thank you, Miss, for waiting so patiently. I, myself, would be happy if this campus stuffs finished as soon as possible. I love to work here." And she nodded, "Yes, the environment is lovely, right?" I arrived home feeling tired but could not sleep. Well I could. If I closed my eyes I fell asleep but I woke up soon. There are things in my mind that kept me from sleeping. I danced, wrote to you, and chat with Uki all night.     It's all taken by Uki. She sent me a nice lazy song to my fb wall, it's Summer Mood by Best Coast. I also finished Castaneda book A Separate Reality that early morning.  

hi blog, so last night I went to sleep at 3:30 AM. Feeling better after chatting with Wannes. He said, I shouldn't give up on what I like to do. Like teaching. Just take vitamin B12, maybe it helps.  Kenapa kamu skrg kok jadi pesimis? Apakah karena umur biologismu 23 tahun tapi kamu merasa setara dengan murid-muridmu yang balita itu? Ahaha.. analisa boddah. (baca: bodoh parah) . Kemarin itu kan International Children Day, I came to Pingu to work as an assistant. I looked damn pale. Miss Dina asked if I feel okay but I always lie. Helpless. And taraaa... they had birthday present for me. Too bad I don't have camera, can't post the picture of a keeewl black jacket from them here. Joined Miss Dina's class, I was amazed of how she handled the class. Her voice was so loud conquering the class. Lalu tiap satu jam sekali join class di bawah merayakan International Children Day itu. Helping the kids making flags, listening to Miss Selvi telling story about Matrioska I wa...

anemia QUITTER   where have your courage gone? I watch ya lay your back wishing a hand would catch yours    

congcoroncongcongcong... hatiku rasanya ngga enak. bergejolak panas nyeri-nyeri kayak menyimpan banyak sekali protes. Tapi itu thadhi dhonk.... dua puluh atau lima belas menit tiga pulih lima dethik yhang lhalhu. Skrg? of course feeling better. Do you know shortcut to feel better? d-d-d-DANCE. Ini kehidupan yang sangat menyenangkan: Makan? Perlu bo, biar ga mati. Tidur? sambreto. Tidur juga jadi ajang kontemplasi. Dance? Badan dan hati, semua gerak. Menyehatkan badan dan hati. Senang? Tentu. Setelah itu ik keringetaaann.. punggungnya doang. Ya sama jidat. Tapi kurang lah.. dari standard keringetan biasanya. Aku kan gara-gara sakit waktu itu sempet diOMELIN Ayah kalo aku nari-nari. Huh. Jadinya aku kalo nari diem-diem dan ngga total... faktab (ini kata-kata Uki). Ngga boleh ngomong gitu... kan maksudnya biar ik ngga sakit... tapi suer blog, 3 hari tidak menari itu.. rasanya GALAU. SUPER. MAXIMUM.

I am no longer your friend thank you for coming to my life, offering something new. I've been learning so much about respect and about taking actions from this NYAMUK project.