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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Break Away...

I'm juz back from JoGja...jadi panitia wisata rohani anak-anak kelas 1. YaCh... biasa aja. Merasa jadi korban penipuan nih!! Katanya panitia gak bayar, ehh..teerakhir2 malah suruh bayar 100rb karena Romo nggak ngijinin panitia ngeluarin sponsor. Nyebelin bgt sih! Bilang donk dari awal!!

Btw...aku dapet rosario gratis...waktu dikasih Frater pertamanya aku tolak, karena aku muslim jadi kan ntar gak kepake'. Trus Frater Sonny bilang..."buat sahabat-sahabatmu yang katolik.." O iya bener juga, aku langsung kepikiran LuKa. Nah besok ini kan masuk skul, ketemu dia...mau ngasih gimana ya? takut dia mikir macem2. (aku takut ditolak) Soalnya pas brangkat ke JogJa aku isenk sms dia, tanya dia lagi dimana..ahh...tau ah... aku bukan cewek penakut yang terus menyesal di belakang karena nggak berani mencoba melakukan sesuatu yang diinginkan. aku akan coba besok. Wish me luck!


HAHAHA. KEWL.


Hi Yo...
Met liburan. I decided to go on with my life . Aku nggak sedang melakukantindakan munafik. Tapi ini tindakan yang udh aku pikirin mateng2. Ada hal yang bisa diubah dan tidak bisa diubah. Hari2 indah dgn LuKa nggak bisa kembali lagi. LuKa gak naxir aku ato bahkan (sudah) nggak peduli (lagi) sama aku, itu juga hal yang nggak bisa diubah. Madame yg selalu munafik dan ngebuat aku jadi sakit hati juga gak bisa diubah. Tapi yang bisa diubah adalah keputusan-keputusanku, cara pandangku,dll. Aku udh bertanya pd diriku sendiri... Apa dia cowok yg bener-bener aku inginkan? Jawabannya ternyata TIDAK.BUKAN. Aku nggak menginginkan cowok yang menolak pemberian rosario dariku dgn berjuta alasan padahal menerima pemberian sama sekali bukan hal yg sulit untuk dilakukan (kecuali dia nganggep aku masukkin mantra2 pelet ke dlm pemberian itu!), aku nggak menginginkan cowok yg tanya PR2, ulangan2 ke aku tapi suliit bgt jawab pertanyaan "kamu dimana" dariku, aku nggak menginginkan cowok yang di satu hari baik sama aku, tersenyum manis, dan melakukan sweet things, dan keesokan harinya jadi "dingin"bgt bahkan seolah-olah dia nggak pernah kenal aku. Jadi ngapain aku abis2in energi buat cowok yg not really what i want? Soal madame... Madame memang baik tapishe's not da person who I really want to be my bestfriend. She's not my bestfriend. Dia bertindak seolah-olah berkorban demi aku, tapi sebenarnya semua yang dia lakukan adalah MENGORBANKAN AKU. Fine...I'm not mad about them anymore. Bertemu dua orang itu dlm hidupku bukan kecelakaan ato mala petaka. Aku juga akan tetep temenan sama mereka. Tp ya biasa aja....jgn sampe korban perasaan lagi. It's fine untuk berteman dgn orang-orang yang nggak tulus selama kamu nggak nganggep mereka sahabatmu. Pokoknya liburan ini aku banyak belajar. ^_^ Life must go on...
 

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