Forever Aozora

Oke PART 2 pake Bahasa Indonesia aja ya... (gak konsisten), Jadi sebenarnya aku sedih karena selama latihan lomba aku ngerasa sendirian banget. Kak Davit mentorin Heidi dan Ucup dalam artian bener-bener ngelatih kayak aku dilatih Miss Andara dulu waktu Dance Prix, sementara aku diler-ler kayak jemuran. Kayak ayam lepas gitu, latihan-latihan sendiri, bikin koreo sendiri, Duh, sedih Barbie. Barbie merasa Kak Davit sudah meninggalkanku. Huh! Padahal Tita udah bilang, ngapain sih lo kok mau ikut lomba dimentorin Miss A, paling ujung-ujungnya lo usaha sendiri. Ahahaha pinter ya Tita...  Terus jawabanku adalah, "Sudahlah aku cuma ingin perform aja kok" Wkwkwkw, lalu ditengah-tengah kesedihan gue ngerasa harus konsisten sama omongan gue dong, kan sudah tau dari awal (dikasih tau Tita) kalau aku akan berjuang sendirian diler-ler kayak jemuran, dibebaskan seperti ayam lepas. Tapi H-3 Miss Andara mulai WhatsApp-whatsapp sih, nanyain progress, minta video, dsb. Aku senang Ms.A suka kore...

Maybe I should stop writing historical date or number as a title. Maybe I don't really want to recap my year, but I just want to pour my feelings (because they're heavy.) But indeed this year is intense (what is the difference with last year? It was HELLA INSTENSE too.) To start things up, See? I don't want to tell you stories in linear flow. I have hard time deciding even the smallest matter HAHAHA. I met the dance group that I adore so much, Scarlett from Singapore. The SOM invited them. They shared a short sequence of their "Salvation" piece in a workshop I joined, and I was like "WOW WHAT A..*&$!#$%^" I was overwhelmed by my own excitement. I know that piece and it is so beauuutiful. They did it in a competition. And actually it was not just a workshop, it was an audition to select dancers to dance in their piece for Recital. Long story short, I was in. But that devil-wear-prada Ms.Andara made fun of me. So at the backyard, there were some of ...