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Letter from December 2017

I don't cry to sleep anymore.  When I cry in bed, now I get up, lit a cigarette, make coffee, sit outside, read a good book, or just cry awake . And at the last sob before I go back to sleep,  I always tell myself that I'm great, made a right decision, I'm taking a good care of myself . I don't want to cry to sleep. I don't want to be drifted to dreams feeling terrible.  I want to fall asleep feeling comfortable in my own skin.  I think every girl needs to learn that she is a hero, she is a guardian angel, even when she's in tears. I want every girl knows that she is a diamond, whether she is owned, or abandoned; treated like one, or undiscovered. I want you to look at my river. I want you to look at your reflection and see, you're so beautiful, dear sister, stop grieving.