Forever Aozora

Dear Blog, Today there was an interesting conversation on my way back home from work with my colleague, my manager, and my best friend: Ms.Shinta. She said, maybe jokingly, "Oh, my life is heavy." while she was taking her big bags. And I said "My baggage is heavier than my life." We laughed. I talked to myself then, "How can life be heavy? My workplace is near my house, I work with kids, I am very thankful of it. Oh, it's just my campus that makes my life heavy. Because it's so far." We giggled. It makes me smile of how I want to write my days here. I am not a significant person. If I died, there would be no armageddon, anywhere, unlike a Mahaguru, or a CEO of a company, or even a Mother. I am not that significant, but I want my life to be significant. In my understanding, being significant means doing something that contributes goodness to yourself, and doing it progressively; either slowly, calmly, tightly, loosely, it doesn't matter. It...

Dear Blog, It has been a while since I have something to write here. Pingu is going to have Holiday Program as usual, it is another name for International Children Day where each day has different country as the theme. I am the programmer and coordinator for India Day. As you can guess, I add spectacular things to be done. I don't like working in an event except I'm the one who design the whole event. And when I write, I write without imagining how busy it will be. I want puppet show, rangoli competition, cooking Naan (this one is not spectacular, but a "must do" thing in ever Holiday Program), and the taraaa~dararaa~ dance performance by teachers. Ha Ha Ha! Really, it was not a hidden agenda. But later I told Ms.Shinta what a hidden agenda I slip in there, my obsession to make choreography. :D and  of course my obsession to perform (giggling secretly). I have been very restless choreographing the dance trying not to make it too difficult for the teachers but al...