Hi you siisssstaaah!!!
How are you all? How is life treating you? Bad? Complain to the manager! Unless you haven't paid it full... :D
Okay ignore my stupid joke. I am here back on blog, with hot black awesome coffee and uhm...cigarette... not so healthy . It has been A LOT of what happened in my life and I resist to write here because I hate the idea of telling the whole world about my life, when really, nobody cares! Hahahah!
So as I submitted myself to matriculation for magister program at a philosophy school, things are cray... I mean, the assignments, you know I take them seriously (I always think I'm a serious person but why a friend said I am not?) so probably I strain my nerves out to do every given assignment. It has been... four months now. But there were times when I didn't do my best when doing the assignments... that is when I started to work in an event. *sigh*
I took the event job for additional money to go to Malang, to my friend's private engagement party. For the tickets money. End up I lost control of my other job (article writing), my school assignments could be done in a better way, and the most tragic thing is I didn't get paid, for this event job, because near the end of the event, I quit. I worked with assholes. Drama queens who have no attitude. But well yeah, if you believe that nothing is coincidence, I guess that thing was for me. I learned to respect myself, just a little too late. I should quit long before. I stayed in a hotel room with the bitches, that shit cray. I was patient and polite but that changed nothing. I worked hard. That also changed nothing. But when I finally packed my stuffs and go home, the next day I woke up in my room and it felt UH-MAY-ZING!!!! I even sang a song right after waking up hahahaha!!! I lost weight though during the hectic time because I had no apetite at all (this is epic! legendary! as I never lose apetite :p)
That experience of working with NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder) bitches was hell. Finally I experienced real hell again after a neverending happiness in my daily life. Aaahah!!! Sorry, it's true.
I don't mean to please everyone, but I'm such a polite girl who doesn't want to offend or hurt feelings, and sometimes it costs me bad time. I don't like conflicts. It's hard to say "Sorry but it's not my job so I won't do it". But lesson learned and I am a MORE straight forward person since now. But despite the hellish time, I can not forget to mention the amazing love I felt, I received during the hard time, from strangers, from people in the street whom I talked to, like the ojek driver, the printing officer, the artist liaison officer crews, they were so sincere, and I felt a great acceptance. My best friend Nique was also there and gave me insights. And Wannes too *shy*. So it was also a moment of love. You know I'm more to a Grumpy Cat character than a Care Bear but really, I saw the world changed. *exaggerating*.
That's all for now.
Love life,
Kei
How are you all? How is life treating you? Bad? Complain to the manager! Unless you haven't paid it full... :D
Okay ignore my stupid joke. I am here back on blog, with hot black awesome coffee and uhm...cigarette... not so healthy . It has been A LOT of what happened in my life and I resist to write here because I hate the idea of telling the whole world about my life, when really, nobody cares! Hahahah!
So as I submitted myself to matriculation for magister program at a philosophy school, things are cray... I mean, the assignments, you know I take them seriously (I always think I'm a serious person but why a friend said I am not?) so probably I strain my nerves out to do every given assignment. It has been... four months now. But there were times when I didn't do my best when doing the assignments... that is when I started to work in an event. *sigh*
I took the event job for additional money to go to Malang, to my friend's private engagement party. For the tickets money. End up I lost control of my other job (article writing), my school assignments could be done in a better way, and the most tragic thing is I didn't get paid, for this event job, because near the end of the event, I quit. I worked with assholes. Drama queens who have no attitude. But well yeah, if you believe that nothing is coincidence, I guess that thing was for me. I learned to respect myself, just a little too late. I should quit long before. I stayed in a hotel room with the bitches, that shit cray. I was patient and polite but that changed nothing. I worked hard. That also changed nothing. But when I finally packed my stuffs and go home, the next day I woke up in my room and it felt UH-MAY-ZING!!!! I even sang a song right after waking up hahahaha!!! I lost weight though during the hectic time because I had no apetite at all (this is epic! legendary! as I never lose apetite :p)
That experience of working with NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder) bitches was hell. Finally I experienced real hell again after a neverending happiness in my daily life. Aaahah!!! Sorry, it's true.
I don't mean to please everyone, but I'm such a polite girl who doesn't want to offend or hurt feelings, and sometimes it costs me bad time. I don't like conflicts. It's hard to say "Sorry but it's not my job so I won't do it". But lesson learned and I am a MORE straight forward person since now. But despite the hellish time, I can not forget to mention the amazing love I felt, I received during the hard time, from strangers, from people in the street whom I talked to, like the ojek driver, the printing officer, the artist liaison officer crews, they were so sincere, and I felt a great acceptance. My best friend Nique was also there and gave me insights. And Wannes too *shy*. So it was also a moment of love. You know I'm more to a Grumpy Cat character than a Care Bear but really, I saw the world changed. *exaggerating*.
That's all for now.
Love life,
Kei
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