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at the end of the week: K.O

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I'm sick. *cry* but had much fun. Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday..constant practice at Icha's. Friday, the most hectic day. Woke up in the morning with warning text message from polimoli.com "Just reminding, you must write 5 in weekdays and 2 in weekends." Can't they see I wrote 5 with additional 3 last Monday so I could skip few articles as long as my total article count is normal?!?! Fuck you! So I wrote 4 articles at home, bring the laptop to Kuningan City, sat at Ya Kun Kaya Toast, smoking and drinking Calais Taro Bubble Tea, working on another article. Great, finished 5. Looked at the clock, still have 15 minutes before the India kids class. Opened the link from Anibee TV and started translating a movie synopsis. Shortly, I wanted to finish all my works, yes, all, before having fun that night with Nindi, chit-chat in the nice atmosphere of Kopi Tiam Oey Komunitas Salihara and then watch Susanna Leinonen's pieces: Trickle Green Oak, And The Line Begins To Blur. I even ordered an ojek driver to pick me up at 5:30 pm SHARP so I could arrive there an hour before the show and have enough time for coffee-time with Nindi!

I taught the India kids, their mom paid, and I made a mistake. I finished 5 minutes earlier. I misread the clock. I thought it was 5 minutes late and I was thinking about the ojek I ordered. I fear he left. Bibly asked, "So you finished 5 minutes earlier today?" and I heard "so you finished 5 minutes later today?" STUPID! And I smiled gracefully, as if what I did was NOBLE. LOL. I'm fucked up.

In the change room I realized I was doing wrong, fortunately I met their mom on my way out, and I told "Bibly, sorry, I realized that I finished 5 mins earlier, I thought it was  mins later so next meeting I will add more 5 mins." 

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