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Tiba-tiba hidup rasanya berat banget, gara-gara bokap bikin rumah yang masih kaga jelas kepemilikan tanahnya itu. Life is always fragile, anyway. Aku itu marah dan nggak terimanya pol-polan sama kelakuan oh kelakuan, tapi bagaimanapun he's my dad, seperti kata Uki. Setiap malam sebelum tidur aku ngerasa hari esok adalah film horror, aku jadi gampang sakit tapi aku tau ini karena emosi lagi bergolak maximum labil. And the only medicine is dance. The only escape.

I know I sound so negative right now.

Tapi bagaimanapun, aku terus saja bertemu dengan orang-orang yang membuatku tersenyum dan terkesima, karena sederhana nya mereka, karena rendah hatinya mereka. Nggak usah jauh-jauh, Ka Adhit guruku di Interlude. Seujung kuku jari aku ngerasa dia nggak ada sombong-sombongnya walaupun jago breaking, dan dia terus-terusan memupuk kepercayaan sama semua muridnya.
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