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Last night I arrived home at 11, checked facebook (as Uqie asked me to activate just for my birthday), writing to you, then my parents arrived home. I told mom how I feel about my graduation project and I had tears in my eyes although they didn't fall (they are scared of mom) and mom tried to calm me down and make me believe I will make it. This semester. But I have to believe and give my last blood to this project. Mom also told me to keep being nice to Cakti and motivate him. Wow, it's the first time Mom plays protagonist role. Our conversation finished at 1:30 AM. I went to bed. And woke up at 9. I dreamed Dad put everything in the freezer including some fish tanks. Some fishes already turned into ice-cubes. It was horrible. Dad could be not so smart, but what kind of fool would put these fish tanks in a freezer? Some fish-ice-cubes were still trying to swim. I put the tanks down and replace the cold water with warm water. Lalu, blog, I woke up today, and I broke a glass. Ah man, what a thing to start your morning with. I also have no apetite. But I know I have to have breakfast or I will feel tired all day or get ulcer attack.  By the way, I browsed this..haha

from dreammoods.com:
Frozen
To dream that something is frozen, represents something that has been suppressed, rejected, or denied. It could represent something this is not fully developed. Alternatively, the dream may refer to your emotions and cold or bitter feelings.

So I ate a slice of plain wheat bread, and it was already torn. Maybe dad did it. Made a coffee, and ate one more. It's finished. No bread left. Last night I went to Gandaria City with Lian, Jessica and her husband, Topan. These are pictures from Lian's phone.

 



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