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lihuran (imajinasi dan comfort zone)

Eh my darling,
selamat hari minggu. Masa ya, barusan, sekilas gitu.. ik terbayang menjadi extremely seksi.. trus pake gaun yang roknya loose panjang, tapi nongkrongnya di dalam kolam renang (ini imajinasi spontan, blog, jadi jangan tanya alasan ya) sambil minum wine, jam 5 sore. Setting: Manila. Eh kok Manila sih, bukan..maksud ik Milan! Yes, aduh beda beberapa huruf jadinya jauh banget ya. Ternyata makan bika ambon bisa membawa imajinasi sampai Milano. *Semoga ga ada yang baca posting ini*

Orang yang badannya extremely seksi itu pasti menempa dirinya dengan olahraga dan menahan nafsu makan. Dia pasti tidak menikmati kue lapis dan bika ambon minum kopi hitam seperti ik ini.. sambil merokok.. duduk santai di rumah.. hmm indahnya hidup ini *Jadi mau seksi atau mau makan kue?*

Iya...iya..disain produksi kan... abis ini. You, nasty people. You yang ngerasa hebat dan sudah melakukan banyak hal padahal hanya dramatis saja. I'm pointing at him, not the runaway producer. Ih ngapain ngotorin pikiran hari minggu yang tenang ini...

Eh ini foto lama aku dan kakak.. si Bondi. Ini tahun 2005


wii.. dia udah nikah lho kemarin. ya empyun.. wong iku rek.. kok wis rabi yo hahaha. Terharu deh ik. Acaranya sukses, berkat tangan besi ibunda Sylvie Datau. Kemarin foto-fotoku banyak deh di resepsi. Tapi ya nunggu CDnya, skrg kan sudah ngga punya facebook jadi ngga bisa lihat kalau ada yang mungkin sudah upload. Wow, life moves ya. Jessica Ramadhani yang childish dan broken heart berat itu akhirnya nikah dengan riang gembira dengan lelaki lain. Alhamdulillah, sungguh life moves on. Habis ini aku lulus kuliah. Itu tujuan. Proses tidak bisa di-skip. Setelah lulus aku sudah tau mau ngapain. Aku bekerja jadi guru bahasa inggris, terima job an skenario kalau lagi ada waktu luang (cie gaya), dan pastinya aku akan tetep nari. Tetap jadi murid di Gigi Art Of Dance.


Kita (sotoy, emang manusia lain juga ya? Iya *yakin*) selalu menyimpan comfort zone di memori otak kita. Ia seperti plateau yang tidak akan roboh, tidak akan hilang sampai kapanpun. Berbagai reaksi timbul ketika kita bersentuhan dengan plateau ini. Album Chocolate Starfish and The Hotdog Flavored Water Comberan nya Limp Bizkit selalu pelan-pelan dan secara terselubung menghadirkan ingatan di mana saya pernah jadi ...

 
 orang yang berpikir bahwa segalanya bisa terlaksana.
tujuan manapun pasti sampai.
in a certain depth so secure, really nothing is impossible,
you just need some serious acts

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enake aku dibilang childish! huh awas ya nganaaa

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