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dear blog,
hari ini aku ulang tahun. tapi rasanya kayak... gila, capek banget. di kampus nungguin Dina dengan panik. Nunggu kostum yang dia jahit, terus ke 26 benerin skenario supaya ACC. Balik lagi ke kampus di-ACC. Sempet tasnya over heavy karena ketambahan kamera Gilang yang rencananya buat syuting siNYAMUK karena kamera bokapnya Cakti mau dipake (dan ternyata ga jadi, itupun ngabarinnya ke Dina doang ngga ke gue). Kostum datang dengan muka BT Dina. Kostum udah di tangan Sesha, udah deh. Tenang. Skenario juga ACC. Dan ternyata ga jadi syuting aja... dong... hari ini. Sesarina Puspitanya ngga dateng. Blog, to be honest, I feel like breaking down. I hate my partner Aku merasa Cakti sedikit banyak ngancurin hidupku dengan semua konflik dia sama Dina dan Irin, dulu. Dia suruh aku bikin ini itu. Aku begadang mendesain properti rumah Babi karena dia bilang "ini kosong banget deskripsi lo", rumah Paus yang aku udah bilang "Paus kan hidupnya di dalam air jadi memang ga bisa dikasih prop apa-apa" tapi dia bilang bisa. Aku susun a-i-u-e-o akhirnya apa? Ngga kepake kan? Proposal AyahBunda... semua tulisannya aku yang bikin. Sudah selesai dari 3 bulan lalu. Dia mau bikinin templatenya. Mana? Boong kan? Aku ngerasa banyak waktu dan tenaga kebuang PERCUMA yang aku kira itu penting dan berguna TAPI TERNYATA GA KEPAKE. He is a truly fucker, blog. I can't stand it anymore. Aku cuma pengen lulus semester ini. It is hurting my back like a knife, to know gue partneran sama fucker kayak dia.

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