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Salam Persahabatan,
Semoga malam ini kalian mimpi buruk. Menghargai komitmen dan loyalitas seseorang adalah hal paling kecil yang bisa dilakukan seniman. Apalagi jika orang itu kau sebut kawan. Selamat tidur, selamat mimpi buruk, dan hari kemudian sadar kalian telah kehilangan seorang sahabat: saya. Terima kasih telah membuat saya mengetahui dengan jelas sekarang, bahwa kalian tidak pernah memikirkan kesejahteraan saya sama sekali. Terima kasih ya. 

Saya berusaha mengisi hari-hari saya dengan cinta, dan perhatian tulus untuk semua orang, apalagi sahabat-sahabat. Tapi tampaknya cinta dan perhatian itu harus saya re-alokasi untuk orang-orang lain.

Saya tidak mau terlihat lemah hanya untuk dihormati, diperhatikan. Karena saya memang sekuat yang kalian lihat selama ini. Dan saya bersyukur untuk itu.
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