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bloooog...kali ini mimpiku tidak bersetting di rumah batujajar (Malang) tapi di cilandak. Ceritanya aku ulang tahun (antara ke-22 atau 23). Aku memang minta "Dirayain ya Ma?" tapi maksudku dirayain kecil-kecilan, undang lima-enam teman saja, beli snacks ngobrol-ngobrol.  Pokoknya tiba-tiba ajaa... jeng jeng! Buaaaanyak orang, tapi memang teman-temanku semua. Kusebutkan ya yang aku ingat: Bella, Ce Nina, Pipit, beberapa anak Dempo yang ngga benar-benar pernah berinteraksi sama aku, Irin, Nique, Daru, Anis, Clara, David Tandayu, dan masih banyak lagi. Tapi ada Ustadz-Ustadz juga... suer semua yang dateng di situ setidaknya pernah bertemu dengan aku walau tidak semua pernah berinteraksi. Jadi kemungkinan besar ustadz-ustadz ini juga pernah kutemui. Wah banyak sekali orang ngumpul di situ, sepanjang rumah utama cilandak itu, dari ruang tamu dekat dapur sampai ruang tamu dekat ruang tamu lagi: PENUH. Duduk dempet-dempetan. Bukan kayak pesta ulang tahun, tp kayak pengajian. Si Pipit (Fitriana Salim) ya tetep sombong gitu...ta'panggil nggak nyaut. Padahal itu acara ulang tahunku. But she looked like enjoying herself. Ada fotografer. Dia motretin tamu-tamu. Tapi selama perkumpulan (karena ngga bisa disebut pesta..hehe) berlangsung, sepertinya juga ngga ada adegan aku ngobrol sama orang, yang ada aku menggumam sendiri. pokoknya di akhir acara itu DAKWAH dan aku ngangguk-ngangguk seperti benar-benar setuju dan tersentuh oleh dakwah ustadz itu.  Trus habis itu..jeng jeng jeng.. diputarlah video caur. Di video itu ada aku, Daru, dan Nique. 

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