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Wannes
hola!

10:41pmKei
what are you doing?

10:42pmWannes
i was playing the guitar

10:42pmKei
I don't really know what white icon means.
I am writing a song

10:42pmWannes
doing a srtenade for me
really?

10:42pmKei
:):)

10:42pmWannes
cool!
including music?

10:43pmKei
I don't have any musical instrument here, but yes, including the music

10:43pmWannes
awesome
in english?ยต

10:44pmKei
this time no. but I wrote many in English; still unplayed by anyone yet. I already have the music in my mind

10:44pmWannes
do you sing?

10:45pmKei
alone :):)

10:45pmWannes
for me?

10:45pmKei
do you?

10:45pmWannes
yes

10:45pmKei
:):)
do you write songs too?

10:46pmWannes
sometimes
but it's hard

10:47pmKei
but it must be easier for you because you can play guitar

10:47pmWannes
do you write music on the computer?
you could
it's easy

10:48pmKei
I am going to Malang to meet a friend who said he will play my songs. and they would be ours, of course
I already made this song before I sleep
then I woke up so I write it

10:51pmWannes
cool
i'd love to hear it some time

10:52pmKei
I want you to play it anyway :D:D
it's an easy one, maybe a lot of Em

10:52pmWannes
sure

10:52pmKei
I made songs lots of Em

10:53pmWannes
it doesnt have to be difficult to sound good

10:54pmKei
:):)

10:56pmKei
damn I almost finished! I have to record it on my phone and try not to wake parents up :D:D

10:56pmWannes
ssshhht!

10:59pmKei
yaaaayyy
I did it! and they are still sleeping! "D

:D:D

11:01pmWannes
good job!

11:02pmKei
do you want me to translate it into English? I made the note (on fb) private, not everyone can read

11:03pmWannes
if you want

11:13pmWannes
ooo wyeah! thanks for your sweet letter!
you scanned for me

11:13pmKei
ahahaha :D:D

11:16pmWannes
i'm re-reading now

11:16pmKei
don't tell me! :D:D

11:19pmWannes

and i tolerate your writing
11:19pmKei

:D:D
:D:D :D:D

11:23pmKei
I searched this word on Google: "anesthetization" to find articles, and it seems like it is not used for human

11:23pmWannes
did you hear massive attack's new album?

11:23pmKei
nope

11:23pmWannes
you should

11:24pmKei
how is it?
two decades

11:24pmWannes
it's nice
easy going and melancholic

11:25pmKei
what's your favorite song in that album?

11:26pmWannes
which album? new one?

11:27pmKei
yes

11:27pmWannes
i'm listening for the first time now, so i don't know yet

11:33pmKei
how was saturday?
you said you worked hard

11:34pmWannes
it was alright
but not wow

11:34pmKei
tell me

11:35pmWannes
well, at my cousin's i did the hard bit
cleaned and painted the plints (don't know the english word, it's the piece of wood on the wall, close to the floor

11:36pmKei
i knoe
*i know

11:38pmKei
and then?

11:39pmWannes
i went home, ate, took a shower and left for antwerpen

11:39pmKei
why you don't stay untill sunday?

11:39pmWannes
i went to watch a film with a friend, and she invited me to sleep over

i'm in antwerpen now

11:39pmKei
:D:D a new girlfriend?
or going to be?

11:40pmWannes
no, we used to have a sexual relationship, as friends
so i thought i was going to have sex
but we didn't, and i was dissapointed
first i thought maybe i want her as a girlfriend, but i changed my mind

11:41pmKei
you used to have sexual relationship as friends.
that made me confused

11:41pmWannes
and she doesn't want me either

11:41pmKei
but OK

11:41pmWannes
yeah, it confuses me too

11:41pmKei
:D:D really?

11:41pmWannes
but it was nice anyways
yeah

11:42pmKei
btw Marlies removed me from her fb :D:D

11:42pmWannes
i know

11:43pmKei
I thought you don't know

11:43pmWannes
some people are very picky with their fb friends

11:43pmKei
I am
:D:D

11:43pmWannes
i'm not, i have an open door policy

11:43pmKei
yes you do. I did like you on friendster

11:44pmWannes
and?

11:44pmKei
and most of them are not interesting

11:44pmWannes
are you still on there?

11:44pmKei
and the guys keep asking my number

11:44pmWannes
that's true

11:44pmKei
nope

11:44pmWannes
what IS your number? ;);)
i want to stalk you!

11:45pmKei
you can have it you are my friend hahaha
and you wrote your number on facebook?

11:45pmWannes
i will call every half hour
did i?
aah yes, i did

11:45pmKei
haha
can I be honest?

11:46pmWannes
of course

11:46pmKei
we finally talked in my dream
not song-to-song again :D:D

11:47pmWannes
what did we talk about?

11:47pmKei
I forget

11:51pmWannes
pity

11:52pmKei
maybe if I straight wrote about it after I woke up the conversation would be saved

11:53pmWannes
now it remains in your subconsciousness, which is ok too

11:54pmKei
my proffesor suggest me to write things that crossed my mind the whole day before I sleep and write my dreams straight after I wake up
that can not be done if I wake up late like this morning

11:55pmWannes
true
also sometimes you wake up from a dream, go straight back to sleep and if you wake again, it is gone

11:55pmKei
I was in a hurry to Bali Dance Class and when I got there there was no one. I remember it is national holiday :D:D

11:56pmWannes
you silly girl!

11:56pmKei
:D:D hahaha
and it's an hour trip :D:D
from here to the Dance Center

Wannes
that sucks
but you got to wake up early
which is always nice

12:01amKei
yes it is
I used to wake up early
you too?

12:05amWannes
yeah
today i was laying in bed with the girl, but she was sleeping and i was awake
for a couple of hours

12:05amKei
you were watching her?

12:06amWannes
yeah, and trying to figure out what she wants from me

12:06amKei
and what do you think?
some people just want to have fun

12:08amWannes
yeah, but last night not even that. i think last night she just wanted my friendship
but then i still think it's weird she asked me to sleep over
i dont live so far

12:08amKei
hahaha I don't think it's weird
I asked my friends to sleep over eventhough they don't live far (when I lived in Malang)

12:09amWannes
boy friends?

12:10amKei
nope.. girls
but that's just because I don't usually let boys enter my room

12:11amWannes
that's a little different.. just a little

12:11amKei
maybe it will be different if I used to let boys in my room
does she live alone?

12:12amWannes
with her parents and brother, but this weekend she was home alone

12:15amKei
so is it still weird to you?
it's weekend and she doesn't want to be alone
that's all

12:17amWannes
probably
and we are friends
close in a way, but far apart in another way

12:17amKei
yes. she likes you. I mean you are comfort zone

12:18amWannes
she's a strong girl
she makes me feel weak sometimes

12:18amKei
cool
even a strong girl needs comfort zone, it's normal I think

12:19amWannes
i wish i was more like her

12:19amKei
haha! aren't you strong?

12:19amWannes
not at all
especially socially

12:20amKei
like what? tell me

12:20amWannes
i always want to meet new people

12:20amKei
anyway, aren't you going to sign in your YM? it sucks here

12:20amWannes
but i'm afraid to talk to people, so i don't meet new people
oh yeah

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