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I should commit for what I promised to my self!!! Dammit!

Oh my God,, I'm in a bad bad flu... Fortunately not in a high fever. But when it comes about sore throat or any throat problems, you know I become very upset because I "am having" a band...!! Hehehehe... I always feel so lucky if I sing in a band (permanently) in my busy hectic days of filmmaking world.
I think my body is taking revenge to me because two or three days ago I declared "I want to quit smoking, at least just untill my birthday". Honestly, when I made that promise, I was not in a good emotion, I was exhausted of staying up almost 24 hours (assignments, duh!), then I sat @ AH Restaurant to have an-average price (hate to say it's still expensive for me,, Rp12.500), I found out on a mirror that I was in my WORST look ever: BIG PORES, PALE-RED FACE, DOWN-SKIN, AAARRGGHH..!!! Then, that time, I decided to stop smoking and live better... but I didn't commit so my body is taking revenge to me. To me!!!!

I know I sound suck tonight... but it's okay, I make it okay. I've been browsing The Moffatts, haha... You know my closest friend Uki wrote on my facebook wall "IT LOOKS LIKE KEISHA IS GOING BACK TO HER EARLY TEEN AGES AND CRAZY ABOUT THE MOFFATTS" Ooooohhhh..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's funny and unique.. I mean about I'm going back to those days screaming about The Moffatts. Someday,,,my old friend Anggia wrote on my fb wall, "Yay! I just downloaded Submodalities.." and I reacted like getting painful (annoying) Amnesia. "submodalities???" I kept trying to remember what that word mean, or what that word refers to...

Hahahaha.... it took minutes for me to remember that "Submodalities" is a great album of The Moffatts. It doesn't matter what the band produced that, but honestly, SUBMODALITIES HAVE GREAT SONGS! GOOD MUSIC! But yeah, I had The Moffatts's albums since "I'll Be There For You", and I remember I rented it to anyone who wants to borrow for days...hahahahaha,, I was 10 or 11 that time. I rented it for Rp500 per day so I could buy The Moffatts' next album from the cash!

A week ago I found it amazing that I found Scott Moffatt's MySpace account, yes it's truly his! and he posted two videos and some common pics.. I mean not like a celebrity! And I also found several (many, actually) pictures of him with Thai people @ restaurants, cafe, recording studio.. from a Thai girl friendsterr account.
Well I have to go now!

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