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sengsara dan sentosa itu beda tipis

aku mau cari kerja lagi
tai PUSTEKKOM parah banget ga bertanggung jawab. ah cukup sudah ku mengutuki kantor pendidikan itu.
sekarang aku lagi browse lowongan kerja di Internet. ASAP aku akan mengetik CV. Sepertinya akan ku taruh di:
+ Oh La La Cikini
+ Daily Bread PIM
Pengen nya sih yang deket kampus aja.... oh
+ Tator Cafe Menteng Huis
masih butuh orang ga ya Tator Cafe? secara pengunjungnya sedikit... pokoknya aku butuh fee minimal 400.000 per bulan nya. Aku udah ga enak dan ga nyaman -- suer aku ngerasa ngga nyaman -- minta duit ke ortu. Kata kakak sih seumur aku masih ga pa pa dibayarin. Mungkin karena aku udah pernah kerja kali ya,, ada kebanggan sendiri beli apapun atau spending money dengan uang sendiri.

Tahun 2009 ini resolusiku adalah "I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY"
+ menurunkan berat badan hingga 50 kg
+ nilai kuliah aman
+ do the dance, maksudku bikin grup dance untuk menghasilkan uang. Pas itu sih kata Daru, Prima ngajakin. Huff... aku sekarang lagi deg-deg an banget TEORI FILM paper harus ngumpul sabtu ini.. dan aku baru nulis Plot Segmentation. Sekarang udah jam setengah 8 malem dan aku belum menentukan pilihan mau tidur di kos atau pulang ke Bintaro. Mau tidur di kos tapi aku lagi bawa handphone nya Mama yang Hi-Tech. Udah lowbat pula gara-gara dibuat Gempar nonton TV. Gempar barusan aja amazed dan nyuruh aku liat langit karena ada cahaya berbentuk putih bulet goyang-goyang, dia kira "awan putih terdorong angin" padahal itu kan cuma lampu. hihh...dasar bayi pekok tapi lucu pengen ta'ubek-ubek udelnya itu.

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